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| so its been a hella long time since i last wrote on this thing... i guess it kinda faded out but whatever... its weird cause you look at whats going on around you and you notice everythings different. you dont know how it got that way but it just did. maybe i should give an update: SPACE/SP is great... i really like being in it and the people in it are cool.
school sucks because i lack self-motivation and i dont give a damn anymore i guess thats all with the updates... ive been growing a lot i guess and im prolly not the same person i once was... but thats good. right? i feel like i have lost touch with a lot of people... but its hard when youre 200 miles away from home. i hate being home by the way... it just adds problems to my life that arent needed. i have class at 12... its 11:25... im bored so im blogging and listening to music... cause its you and me
and all of the people with nothing to do
nothing to lose and its you and me
and all of the people
and i dont know why
i cant keep my eyes off of you =| | | |
| So its 12:04am right now, and I tried to go sleep early, around 11ish this time, but that didn't work out. I had this flash of brilliance that I tried out and it worked. It made me so happy that I can't sleep. Haha. Anyway...
Congratulations to the Class of 2006 who graduated today! At least I know Morse HS graduated today, I don't know when the other high schools did, but I heard from Noelle that her former high school graduated last Thursday when we dropped off Evan that night.
On another note, I played tennis today, which was fun. Not the class, but since Henry was there I stayed there for a little to hit with him. I hit a couple of good balls, a few off my backhand side, while the majority came from my forehand. Fun stuff.
I also gave up soda. For a couple of reasons actually. Not gonna get into that really, but it's fine. I was also told by my brother that he saw something on the news about how Starbucks was bad for you. Yesterday Chris and I went to Horton and we decided to get Fraps to validate the ticket. The chick gave us a FREE Mocha Frap. We tasted it and ended up throwing it away. I'm a man of consistency and routine. So I always get a Java Chip or Double Chocolate Chip, so I have obviously never tried the Mocha, but is it supposed to have a bitter/sour aftertaste?
I have also been really good about saving money. My account is at its highest and it's thanks to my saving skills. Now the problem is that I want to spend all of it. Haha. A couple things that come to mind that I really want. But yeah... wateva! | | |
| So today is the first official day that I'm back in San Diego. It's not gonna last long though cause in less than 2 months, I'll be moving back to LA. It's time for a change. A good one too. Can't wait till I go back to LA. Things in San Diego aren't the same anymore. Everything and mostly everyone has changed. Too bad most of the people have changed for the worst. Anyway. School was great. I didn't want to leave everyone, but I did. I'll be seeing them really soon though. Anyway, I think I'll go catch up on my sleep, while listening to my music because that makes me feel better. Not that I feel bad right now. But music is good so I shall do what is good. | | |
| So, I'm taking a little break from studying for my Psych final tomorrow. Whatever. Anyway, my birthday came and went. It was really REALLY nice. A few of my friends blind folded me and took me out which was really nice of them. I hadn't planned anything because it was finals week, but they took me out anyway to celebrate which was HELLA nice. I wish my friends from SD could've come up here, but I told Chris not to come up cause of finals, and I really didn't do anything for my birthday. Anyway, school is almost over, and I get a couple days off, then I get to start summer school at SWC. Yeah buddy. Then I get another few days off and then I leave for LA again. I've decided not to stay in SD anymore, well not as much, because I have to get my priorities straight, and right now that means school. Plus too much has changed in SD, and I'm not gonna bother with that anymore, unless you're my TRUE friends. You know who you are. Anyway, I'm sad that the school year is ending because "I'm in love wif a stripper" and "that's cute" yup! I want to swim with the fish and play in the water, and next year is the year I learn to swim! Hopefully. Anyway, I took too much time out of my study time because of this. But I want to thank all those who took the time to text/message/call/see me on my birthday. I've been busy, so I haven't had the time to call/text/message anyone back. But THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH. | | |
| FUCKING XANGA. I just wrote a long ass entry and this shit deleted it. FUCKERS.
What an appropriate theme. These past couple of weeks I've realized that some people are just natural FUCKERS. I realize now who my TRUE friends are. The rest are just disappointing and sad. I thought we were really close, but no were not. I don't even think we would qualify as friends anymore. Because in order for you to be friends, there has to be trust... MUTUAL trust. And in many cases that's not the case. Apparently I'm not trustworthy, and in other cases I can't trust some people. I think it's just FUCKED up. I realize now that everything has been a waste. I wasted my time and efforts. I wasted my first year of college. I'm HAPPY I'm in UCLA. I get to get away from certain people here in San Diego that are PSYCHO and CRAZY and STUPID. You seriously DISGUST me. I'm not even kidding.
On a brighter note. I watched BDE yesterday, played some tennis and I watched my family swim... without glasses... because I have contacts now. Haha. YES SIR.
If you even have to ask yourself if I'm talking about you on top, then maybe I am. | | |
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